Rise

23/01/2008 –
Done on the twenty third day of January 2008, As the reality kicks in, decisions had been made, turning around will be a crime to self

Juikk has come to life…Life stung

Today, something had been buried
Something died…had been suffering a slow death, suffocating in deceit and deprived of love
What dies deserve to be buried…..no longer could this house be ‘hologrammed’ on foundations of lies, deceit, cold hearted betrayal, no more…..
Natural deaths aside, something had to be buried, limits of the bond had been tested to its it’s extremes, what started out to be an illusion of happiness, a home found, had been a lie all along…..no cure can ever change this, as something died, it had to be buried, like all deaths, it will be mourned, there will be forgiveness, no more room for anger, but sorrow….as something died a deserved death
Buried and sealed with mere paper, as it was conceived with a mere piece of paper
An illusion of a bond, feeding like parasite on one, never really targeting the team, one took it for the team, and burry what died and needed to be put to rest
Grieve stricken truth the only comfort, as something died this very day…..intro/


1This lady don know me
What am I suppose to do with her?
All the space in the world, its so empty, yet it is so full of promise
Is there time too, or has it gone standing still?
All these years she’s been living in my soul
And she is a total stranger to me…. Do I get to know her now?
What am I to do with her, this lady, strong but so fragile,
Alive, but so dead, how am I to talk to her, do I whisper the truths of life to her?
Would she find comfort in what is, will she ever be? This lady, this lady
Do I shout at the top of my voice, will she hear me? This lady, will she hear me

This lady is a total stranger to me, but our destiny is intertwined forever, and ever
I am going on the journey, to meet this lady, to take her places, we will reach higher heights, together, me and this lady are going to brave it, we will take the world by storm, we are so dead, yet beaming with new life, positive energy, we can electrify you, me and her, me and her……the lady is revived, so am I,
Together, every step we take, we take together, is she going to remain this stranger to me? I ask myself, this lady, this lady, this lady
The quest will never end, to know this lady, to love this lady, to fend for this lady and me and only I can protect her, me and this lady, we will brave it together, together, forever together…………


2How does it feel floating?
Freefall has been a way of life to me, I keep falling into deep depths of experience
I keep drowning and suffocating on this worlds lies, most prefer black daisies above white lilies, I strive to be this noble white Lilly, so beautiful, perfection carved in it’s contours, but the whirlwind, ah this blow me astray, I wish to spread my wings and drink the fresh air from the breeze of change,
How does it feel floating?
but this world, it drags me down, as if tons of metal is chaining me back to the bottom of misery, hitting rock bottom, ploughing in the humiliation that others bestow on me, why do I let this happen, good question.
How does it feel floating
I feel like rising, rising above these human chains, I grow tired of dragging them with me, I can do this, I can beat these odds, I can beat these odds, after all, it is only human made, I can do better
Life has been a freefall for me, I rise, I soar, briefly I have those moments of glory in the hazy clouds of denial, only to plummet down to earth, in a vicious freefall, with a dazzling speed, down, deep down to where loneliness strip my soul off that will of getting up and staring the truth in the eye
Freefall has been a way of life to me, Life has been a freefall for me….Freefall has been a way of life to me , Life has been a freefall for me

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3The Things I know so well

Yes, I know these things, that trust can be ones worst enemy, yet ones best friend
That intuition is the advocate of truth, yeah these things I sense
These truths had been looming in the subconscious all along, the things I sense
Like a third eye in a virtual realm, incidents had been forecasted, like a premonition, and incidents have been forecasting these things
Now I know, these things prepared me for the worst, the things I sense, the things I knew all along
Some come in dreams, others seem like shallow suspicions, termed flatly as jealousy and insecurity by those who don’t understand them and who turn a blind eye to them or who cause them into being, but these are the things that I sense, ones I knew all along…..
Sixth sense, clairvoyance, brutal reality, dreams, signs, intuition…..the second eye, the eyes of truth, the naked reality
These are just inherent things, things I know so well, things I was born of them
Yes I know these things, that trust in men is vain, but trust in the gut is divine


I give my all to thee, only to……


Passionately, all effort behind thee,
How thou never cared
Hoping for a better future, giving all of me, just to thee,
Thou chose to trash on it, spit on it, yah; thou took it all for granted.

I kept giving, hoping it would count

Cry your heart out, heal yourself

Miracles don’t come by themselves

Take a stance, make it happen, the miracles, your heart so desire, they are not up for grab, never for free, never happen by themselves, want them into being…..your miracles is your faith in your own dream…..

The storm is over

Serenity